Jun 28 2016

I have confidence, sort of

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I must dream of the things I am seeking.
I am seeking the courage I lack.
The courage to serve them with reliance,
Face my mistakes without defiance.
Show them I’m worthy
And while I show them
I’ll show me!

As sung by Maria in The Sound of Music.

American playwright and composer Richard Rodgers, born on this day in 1902 (died 1979), wrote this song for the film adaptation of The Sound of Music.

I am not heading to be a governess for seven children.

Although, a house with two boys, two dogs, and a cat is nothing to sneeze at. Unless you’re allergic to cats.

And, on a side note, if you’re a casting director, don’t rule me out until you’ve heard me read.

I digress.

The wife and I are freshly returned from a weekend in which my confidence was both renewed and shaken. We spent our time on the campus of Asbury University where we met…well, a long time ago. We were back for her class reunion.

Being back on campus is always a time of regrounding, of remembering who we are, of remembering where we came from.

It’s a wonderful opportunity to spend time with friends you’ve not seen for decades and to catch up on their lives, their joys, their sorrows. And perhaps to share a few of your own.

There’s always a tendency for me to look at the careers of some and wonder where I took that wrong turn (was it Albuquerque?).

And then I remember, no, it’s not that at all. Sure, I took different paths. We all do. That’s what life is all about.

And perhaps in the most encouraging thing I heard all weekend the Sunday morning sermon talked about Christianity and slavery. No that’s not the encouraging part, let me finish.

It’s true that Christianity not only approved of, but often endorsed human slavery. But told less often is the story of how Christians also led the fight for the abolishment of slavery. It’s a history lesson I won’t get into too deeply here, for one reason I’m sure I’d not tell it correctly.

But, among those who had a great impact on the abolishment of slavery in England was John Wesley. Asbury is a a school in the Wesleyan-Holiness tradition. The University is named after the first American Methodist Bishop appointed by Wesley.

Wesley was a great influence on William Wilberforce who lead the fight in Parliament for the abolition of slavery, along with notable individuals such as Granville Sharp and Thomas Clarkson.

But Wesley’s attention was first drawn to the issue when he read a book by Pennsylvania Quaker Anthony Benezet.

I’m butchering the history lesson. I need to go do some research and reading on my own.

Wesley was 69 when he first read Benezet’s work. The age 69 in 1772 was a lot older than it is today. Wesley lived another 19 years and his final letter was to William Wilberforce in which he wrote:

Unless God has raised you up for this very thing, you will be worn out by the opposition of men and devils. But if God be for you, who can be against you? Are all of them stronger than God? O be not weary of well-doing! Go on, in the name of God and in the power of His might, till even American slavery (the vilest that ever saw the sun) shall vanish away before it.

Here’s the point.

I may be staring retirement in the face. Although, truth be told, retirement refuses to look me in the eye just yet.

But, at 58 (as of next week, presents accepted via PayPal), I can be confident that there are still good things that I can do.

I can’t change the world. I can’t fix the Presidential election (and I’m really sorry about that). I can’t tell boys to pull their pants up (except inside my house if the occasion calls for it).

But I can have confidence in the things I can do. Maybe to make my little corner of the world a little better. Maybe, no definitely, to finish that script, and that novel.

I may, or may not, have thirty more years to make that difference. I’m not even sure I’ll have thirty more minutes, in which case you’ll never read this unless it’s posted posthumously.

What I have to do, what you have to do, is have confidence in doing the things we’re called to do, the things we’re destined to do.

The writer of Hebrews says:

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

– Hebrews 12:1-3

Your faith journey may vary. And, we all know that I just don’t run.

We may not be called to climb over the Swiss Alps to escape the Nazis, or we may not be called to lead the fight to end slavery.

But, wherever we are in life we can, and should have the confidence to keep going.

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Jun 27 2016

Fresh Monday

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Image: Kalen Emsley via Unsplash.

People do not like to think. If one thinks, one must reach conclusions. Conclusions are not always pleasant.

American author and lecturer, Helen Keller, was born on this day in 1880 (died 1968).

I’m just gonna leave that quote right there whilst you go think about the morning headlines.

There’s a lot of not thinking going on out there.

I’m back from a quick weekend trip, and I’m still off today.

Don’t hate.

For me, today is the real beginning of my summer.

I have no rehearsals to go to. I have no class to attend.

I do, however, still have class. Just sayin’.

The summer work schedule means that, yes, I’m working seven days a week from now until our beach vacation. I’m not complaining. I knew what I was getting into.

But for the first time in well over a year, maybe longer, I will have most of my week nights “free.”

Don’t be silly, I never really have free time. Just perhaps to do a little more of the things needing to be done.

The next big project is the script. I’ve written about it some, and will do more in the future. But the goal now is to have a draft of the stage play done by late July in time to be able to edit and read through it at the beach. If I’m bold enough, and confident enough in the material, I might gather some family and friends to do an actual read-thru.

There’s a scary thought.

I’ll also be taking this time to drum up some more freelance writing projects. Hit me up if you’re in need of word putting togethering.

Still, I found through my recently concluded experience with The Mighty Pen Project that my strength in writing is in the creative side. Mrs. Baker told me that in 1976. I just forgot.

Now, some (gulp) forty years later, it’s nice to remember.

Whether you’re writing fiction, or memoirs, or website copy the thing to do is keep writing. Keep putting words together. Keep re-reading your work. Keep reading the work of others.

And, as in the case of this blog have a good editor, who may or may not be your spouse.

It’s Monday, go write something.

Or, go read something. Then exercise your First Amendment rights to not comment about it on social media.

At least until you think about it.

 

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